July 30, 2008...9:26 am

For My Big Snowflake..

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BABE! I MISS YOU… I GUESS YOURE HORRIBLY BUSY… YOU HARDLY HAVE TIME FOR YOUR LIL GF.. BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE A GOOD REASON NOT TO BE IN TOUCH WITH ME (WELL IM HOPING YOU DO)..

HONESTLY BABE, THESE PAST FEW WEEKS THAT I HAVE BEEN WITH YOU (OR IS IT MONTHS ALREADY), HAVE BEEN AMAZING.. I FIND IT SO AMUSING THAT OUT OF ALL THE GUYS I’VE BEEN WITH.. YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS THE ABILITY TO TICK ME OFF (MAKE ME MAD), BUT AFTER ALL THE ARGUMENTS & TEMPORARY BREAK UPS, I DIDN’T END UP DESPISING YOU, BUT INSTEAD I JUST REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU MORE & HOW I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU (OR ATLEAST REFUSE TO)….

OVER ALL THAT HAPPENED.. I REALIZED THAT LOVE ISN’T ALWAYS A LIGHTNING BOLT, YOU KNOW? MAYBE SOMETIMES ITS JUST A CHOICE. THAT’S JUST IT. I DON’T KNOW IF YOU ARE INDEED THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, BUT I’VE DECIDED TO GIVE YOU THE CHANCE TO BE. MAYBE TRUE LOVE IS A DECISION. YOU KNOW, LIKE A DECISION TO TAKE A CHANCE WITH SOMEBODY. TO GIVE TO SOMEBODY WITHOUT WORRYING WHETHER THEY’LL GIVE ANYTHING BACK. OR IF THEY’RE GONNA HURT YOU, OR IF THEY REALLY ARE “THE ONE”. MAYBE LOVE ISN’T SOMETHING WE HAVE TO CHOOSE… LIKE OUT OF ALL THE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE, WE CHOOSE TO BE WITH EACH OTHER. SO IF THIS RELATIONSHIP WORKS OUT OR NOT, WE CAN’T GO ON BLAMING “THE TIMING”, “THE GEOGRAPHICAL LOCATION”, OR EVEN “OUR FINANCIAL RESOURCES”… IF WE SUCCEED OR FAIL, IT’S ALL OF WHAT WE DID, OR DID NOT DO.. ALL US.

I WILL PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MINE. I’M NOT PERFECT.. MY LIFE ISN’T PERFECT EITHER.. BUT HAVING YOU IN IT MAKES IT SOOOO DAMN CLOSE!

I DO HOPE WE GET PAST ALL THE FIGHTS & TRIALS, & STILL END UP TOGETHER. BEC I LOVE YOU & I WANNA BE YOUR LIL SNOWFLAKE MUNCHKIN PRINCESS FOREVER. 

FROM, YOUR LIL SNOWFLAKE

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